I just spent an hr writing everything down to tell you all how desperate and close to the edge I am. And how I don't think I can make it anymore. There is just too much strain. And when I try'd to post it you didn't except my nickname and now its all deleted. Itsbad enough to be pooring my soul out and feeling like the biggest looser in the world, its worse to have to do it twice in a row. yall have fun helping other people. I'll just die here, its just as good a place as any.
